Being a Teenager.

I used to write a journal on another website in 2003 -2005. Last night i was just thinking about the Journal and thought omg lets see if i can remember my password and username.  So i got up, turned my laptop on and funny enough i remembered the password and the username! It was so good. I didn’t even remember how many entries i have written and was amazed that i actually wrote 87 entries!

It was amazing how much I have changed these last 8 years. I started writing in the Journal when i was in year 10 which would have made me 16! I would write about the people i would have crushes on and the people i really hated. But by the end of 2003 i was writing about how much i liked this guy. It was weird. I was so pathetic haha but it’s a good laugh now. I just wish i can import those entries into my Word Press Blog.

While i was reading the entries, some became dark. In some i was deciding if i should kill myself or not. I was a very depressed teenager. Not anymore. I’m not depressed at all.

I would like to share some entries from that Journal but it is about personal and im tired.

This Week

Man I am getting so lazy with these posts. I just don’t have anything to write about. Ok so this week I just went to hang out with a new friend. She is so nice and we have loads in common. We went out during the week to Chadstone which was good. We went to lunch and just talked about life. It was really good to talk to someone as I don’t usually open up to people. We talked for about 2 hours at a cafe and then we went to Borders the bookshop. Oh how I love that shop. I would love to buy every book there and bring them home. Only if i had money! hehehe

So anyway we went to eat a early dinner and it was great. The next day we went to my new uni to buy my University Text Books. My uni is so beautiful.  It is so green and really nice landscape. We decided to go for a drive in the city were we got lost and ended up in Flemington Racecourse. I had to get the melways and try to get home lol but lucky for me i know how to read the melways

When i got home, my friend was still with me and i was burning her a dvd when my friends brother told me he was in an accident with his ex boyfriend. My friend and I raced out of the house and went to see the crash ourselves. When we got to the scene there was an ambulance and police people and my friends’ car was getting towed away. We decided to go to his house. We stayed there for awhile talking to his family then went to the hospital to see them. I hate going to the hospitals but i went anyways. He was fine with tissue damage in his chest but his ex bf was laying down with a neck brace which was so awful seeing him like that But he was fine also. They were lucky not getting into any serious damage

My birthday + 21st Birthday Party

Hi

It’s my birthday today on the 01/02/2009!

I am 22 now! I’m getting old! hehe

I had a party on today with my family and i got money, alcohol and a manicare set from my family. And later on the week i’m having a dinner with friends. Also i recieved this certificate of seperation from my ex employer so now i can finally recieve centrelink benefits and move out of home., I can’t wait.

Oh i also went to my friends 21st last night and that was pretty cool. I had fun, even tho i wasn’t drinking.  I left at midnight and went to the pubs with a few friends to meet up a friend that we left inside the pub earlier. He actually left the pub so we had to look for him. We found him at the beach really drunk so we stayed with him until he recovered and then he decided to walk off to try to get into another club. My friends and I just stayed at the beach having deep and meaningful conversation. By that time it was 3.45 so we decided it was best to go home.

When i got home, my sister was still awake so we talked until it was 4.30 and then i couldnt fall asleep so i watched a little tv and finally fell asleep by 6 am. My parents woke me up at 11 am so i can go help them get the house ready for my family.

Well i know this blog entry isn’t as good as my other blogs (eg. in depth, grammer) so sorry about that.

I’ll writing another blog entry soon