Day 9 of the 30 Day Challenge

How you hope your future will be like?

One Word = Amazing!

Well I am going to be 24 in a few weeks and I really thought I would be living with a boyfriend or have my own place. That hasn’t happened hehe And I also thought I would be thinner than I am now. And that definitely did not happen! I weigh more than I ever have and no, I’m not saying its my fault, (which it definitely is!) but yeah…. ok for the future. Lets say in 6 years, when I’m about to turn 30, I want to have my own place, have a nice stable job and have at least 1 – 2 kids and maybe a boyfriend or husband.

Its a nice thought but knowing me I’ll still be living at my parents place and thinking I’m awesome and still going out drinking and partying. That is such a sad thought hehe. And funny enough I described my older cousin who is turning 31, granted he is gay but he isn’t in a relationship, still living with his parents house and for the best part of this year he was job less. Clearly I do not want that!

And about the time I’m 55, I will still be working, hopefully healthier than I am now and have some grand kids and my parents are still alive to see their great grandchildren

Criminal Minds – Random Quotes!

“I’m not the girl men see across a smokey bar and write songs about. But it’s okay- I do just fine it just takes a minute, you know?” – Penelope Garcia:Lucky”

“Fame will go by and, so long, I’ve had you, fame. If it goes by, I’ve always known it was fickle. So at least it’s something I experience, but that’s not where I live.”

Marilyn Monroe

It’s called empathy. And it’s a good thing. You use it. Let it make you a better person.” Derek Morgan.

Dale Turner mused.. ‘Some of the best lessons are learned from past mistakes. The error of the past is the wisdom of the future

what’s the difference between being strong and being jaded”

 

Day 6 of the 30 Day Challenge

Write 30 interesting facts about yourself -

1. I have mild cerebral palsy on my left side.
2. I am stubborn.
3. I was born in Chile and arrived in Australia when I was a baby and have been here ever since.
4. I have two sisters who have became my best friends this year. (That means less fighting because there is only one teenager now and not two)
5. I speak Spanish.
6. I love having a license even though I don’t drive often.
7. I think I have stopped being friends with the people from high school and I feel fine about it.
8. I can spend all day in my room and I wont get bored.
9. When I start watching a new TV series, I have to watch it from first season to the current season in one go.
10. Snickers are the best chocolate bars in the world, according to me.
11. I am destined to be single forever or at least till my 30′s.
12. I love going to the movies.
13. Horror movies scare the shit out of me but I love watching them.
14. I used to have awesome guy best friend relationship that I always wanted in Primary School but I got it in High School, which makes me happy that I have experienced it.
15. I like weed and alcohol but I wont touch cigarettes.
16. I won a trip to the UK when I was 13 years old and I went with my 19 year old cousin in 2000.
17. I want to travel the world.
18. I am a fat girl but I’m too lazy to do anything about it.
19. I am a romantic. I want to one time in my life to open my room and see red roses all around with a note that says ‘I love you’.
20. I love being corny.
21. I am a dork.
22. I kind of collect stamps.
23. My female cousins and sisters are all beautiful and I feel like an ugly duckling and not able to transform into a swan.
24. I mostly wear black converse shoes and I hate heels.
25. I love receiving postcards from random strangers.
26. I love to cook.
27. I want to do a marathon one day.
28. I’m right handed.
29. My parents are still together.
30. I love writing and I want to write a best seller.

Angels & Demons + Nine

Over the weekend I went to see Angels & Demons. Being a fan of the book I was very excited to watch it. I’ve been waiting ever since The Da Vinci Code come out. The movie started completely different from the book, whole characters were cut out of the plot and it just went too quick for my liking. I don’t want to spoil anything if you haven’t seen it but I think fans of the book would be a little disappointed with the movie.

Also Dan Brown is writing the next Robert Langdon thriller. I hope he keeps with the theme and producers a good, well-written story. Also the trailer looks great but the actually movie will leave you wanting more.

Ok now I am so exciting for this next movie. Apparently that it was a 1980′s Broadway Musical. Well I was only born in 1987 and I’m not really big on Broadway Musicals so sorry if you already knew this.

Anyway the movie has a stellar star cast which includes Marion Cotillard (Academy Award Nominee French actress), Penélope Cruz, Sophia Loren, Nicole Kidman, Judi Dench, Kate Hudson, Daniel Day-Lewis, Stacy Ferguson (aka Fergie from the Black Eyed Peas).

I was in a frenzy when I first saw it on the apple.com trailers section. But I am a bit worried as it does have Nicole Kidman in it. I am not a Nicole Kidman hater but her movies have not done well in the box office for a long time. I must remember though that Moulin Rouge was a big hit (a musical) and Nicole was good in that movie. Also another concern is Fergie. I have not seen her act yet but I am hoping for her sake that she actually can!
Other than that I have great faith that “Nine” will satisfy the die hard musical fans.
The Synopsis (from http://www.ropeofsilicon.com/movie/nine/ ):

Nine is a vibrant and provocative musical that follows the life of world famous film director Guido Contini (Daniel Day-Lewis) as he reaches a creative and personal crisis of epic proportion, while balancing the numerous women in his life including his wife (Marion Cotillard), his mistress (Penelope Cruz), his film star muse (Nicole Kidman), his confidant and costume designer (Judi Dench), an American fashion journalist (Kate Hudson), the whore from his youth (Fergie) and his mother (Sophia Loren). The film is directed by Rob Marshall (CHICAGO). The original 1982 Broadway production of “NINE,” with music and lyrics by Maury Yeston, won five Tony Awards including Best Musical.

Check out the trailer. Looks awesome.

It’s Complicated

Hi These past blog entries have had a similar theme and I am not even sure why. I’m not in a relationship or anything like that. I guess it might be because it was Valentine’s Day and as usual I had no one. Not that I complained. I actually never celebrated one as I’ve never had a patner at this time of year.

Also the other thing that has been bugging me for the past day is that I think I got dumped by a guy from the internet that I have never met in real life. I don’t know if you can technicaly dump someone when you weren’t even going out in the first place. I’ll explain the situation.

I met the guy, lets call him Bill, it was from the many random sites I am a member off and we started talk from there. We then exchanged msn and keep talking all year. This must have been in 2006 and also 2007. Then we stopped talking in the middle of 2007 til early 2008. And everything was great and we have so much in common, whatever. So since the time I told him I might move to the Northen Suburbs (where i might move to) he was really nice and wanted to meet up. All of the sudden we were talking about sex and flirting and everything. I mean the guy is really nice and all but lets be honest I don’t like meeting people from the Internet. So I kept hinting for him to go out with other girls. He says he is big on the club scene and he always gets numbers from women at the clubs. I constently kept telling him to call them and meet up with them. But he just didn’t want to and he said i was his match and he knew we would make a great couple together. This freaked me out since I am not looking for a serious relationship.

So last week I told him again to call up those girls and he said I can’t believe you, you must not be jealous if you want me to call those girls. I asked why would I be jealous for? Just go have some fun. Then he didn’t directly say it but he basically said he wanted to be with me. I mean it’s just too full on. So I told him to not wait for me and go have some fun because I don’t know when I am moving up to the Northern Suburbs. So yeah i told him that and I was honest about my intentions.

Then last night he said he is over it and not interested anymore because he doesnt like games. I was totally fine with that as I want him to meet new people and not wait for me. But I am still about, ah how do you describe it…. ahhh I don’t know. I’m not upset about him being over me, it is just wierd not able to talk to him as he was a friend that i would talk to late at night everynight. It’s a shame. He was a really nice guy.

I just wanted to get that off my chest and do another blog entry

Facebook – 25 Random Things, Fact, Habits Or Goals About You

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you – Ok here goes:

1. I was there to see my cousin die in his bed with my mum beside him. He had cancer and was in his parents room. He was only 9 turning 10 that year;
2. I still get teary eyed about it. It’s been 14 years;
3. I just found out my friends real name after 1 year being friends with him;
4. I don’t trust anyone or believe in friendships, people stab you in the back eventually;
5. I mean it when I tell my sisters’ I hate them when I am angry but it passes, I do really love them;
6. I hate bottled water, I think the best water is from the tap and chilled;
7. I want to become the Minister of Immigration but I know I am not smart enough;
8. Going to University scares the shit out of me;
9. I really think I am not smart enough to go to University;
10. I have mild cerebral palsy on my left side of my body, I let it affect me in every way;
11. A girl started rumours about me that I was in a car crash, that’s why I have the impairment, that is not true, I was born this way;
12. I don’t want a mediocre life, I want to have an extraordinary life;
13. I’m going to get Diabetes soon if I don’t start taking care of myself;
14. I download my favourite TV shows every week;
15. I enjoy being alone but I do get lonely;
16. Sometimes I wonder how my life would be like if my parents never came to Australia, I would probably be pregnant and married by now;
17. I have PCOS, I’m scared that I wont be able to have babies when I am older. I always wanted 4 kids;
18. I was born in Chile;
19. I love the fact my parents are still together, hopefully I’ll be together with my husband for a long time too;
20. I have dreams that seem real and sometimes it feels like I am falling and then I wake up with a thud;
21. I have done sexual things but I’ve never kissed anyone before;
22. I hope none of my friends and family read my blog;
23. I love to read and write. I used to want to be a writer/poet;
24. My mum always has something negative to say when I tell her my hopes and dreams. That’s why I don’t talk to her about anything personal;
25. Even though I have an impairment, PCOS and might get diabetes soon, I am grateful I am in this world and living life.

Well that was easy